All I wanted was a thank you

Sometimes there's just so much frustrations to treat people good and have them stab you right in ur face that it gets so disheartening and I'm losing the battle day by dy..
I am losing sight on the point of treating people with all my heart and sincerity..

No wonder they say it's easier to be the devil than the saint.

Mom, all I needed from you was a thank you and acknowledgement of my filial piety. Not reproach and comparison. You really make it so hard and render all efforts by us futile..
Can't u see how hard it is for us to be nice to you for the deep history you etched in our lives?
Yet.. U blew my chance to u..

Not being emotional. Just a random feel to create the random thought as poem

I'll hold you so u don't fall.. Kiss you good morning and good night everyday.. Surprise you, love you, wipe ur tears. Never let you go hungry and just halt, never leave you angry if it's my fault..
Make you see how beautiful and hopeful life can be..
Bring you an umbrella or get drenched with u in the rain..

The alarm startled and awoke me.. It is only a dream because you walked away from my thoughts and went your way..

That's perhaps you didn't believe and you didn't dare. What I had pictured in my hearts seems more dreamy than real.

Are you skeptical? Or am I juz hoping?

可能在你眼睛是太多的也许,如果.
可能在我心里是太多的为何,或者.