还没能放下..

在白天下仰望天空，在夜里躲藏在黑暗里.. 这不是真正的幸福，也已夺走了我的灿烂..但我会尽力,拼命守住最后垂危的火苗..

煎熬

Locking out..

I possessed a dream that developed from the strumming cords transmitted from the heart and drawing an impression in the mind.. A hope..

It will be elaborated yet simple.
Our eyes burn with harmonized passion when met. Our heartbeats in tune with symphony. Your smile will be my drive, my joy will be your accomplishment. There will be no hurdles too high for us to jump with our hands entwined. You will be my shoulder to lean on, I will be your pillar of strength.
We'll rise in the morning with a sweet turn around smiling greeting of good morning, Brunch over the weekends, romance under the setting sun.

I will enjoy your music, your interests, your lifestyle. You will love my interest and focus on you, and willingly appreciate what you have found in me.

I plant a kiss on your cheek, and bid you goodbye my dream.. I need to lock out the vibes from entering into my heart.. Until the day where determination meets with an adamant force that comes knocking down the barriers I've set as defense from half-hearted intruders.

Feeling Trapped

Not being able to Love out Loud must be one of the most suffocating feeling.

I really should not keep walking the same path. Maybe it's really time for separate ways (Journey)

Journey- separate ways

Here we stand
Worlds apart
Hearts broken in two, two, two
Sleepless nights
Losing ground
I'm reaching for you, you, you

Feelin' that it's gone
Can't change your mind
If we can't go on
To survive the tide
Love divides

Someday love will find you
Break those chains that bind you
One night will remind you
How we touched
And went our separate ways
If he ever hurts you
True love won't desert you
You know I still love you
Though we touched
And went our separate ways

Troubled times
Caught between confusions and pain, pain, pain
Distant eyes
Promises we made were in vain
In vain, vain

If you must go
I wish you love
You'll never walk alone
Take care my love
Miss you love

Someday love will find you
Break those chains that bind you
One night will remind you
How we touched
And went our separate ways
If he ever hurts you
True love won't desert you
You know I still love you
Though we touched
And went our separate ways

[Instrumental Interlude]

Oooooooooh
Someday love will find you
Break those chains that bind you
One night will remind you
If he ever hurts you
True love won't desert you
You know I still love you

I still love you, girl
I really love you, girl
And if he ever hurts you
True love won't desert you
Nooooooooo
Nooooooooo

People closest hurts the deepest

越亲的人爱的更深伤的更深

Feather Scribble of freedom.. Getting inked

I've always dreamed of having a tattoo at my ankle..
After getting the Wing on my back done in Phuket, it's now time for me to continue my fight and flight for freedom with this customized tattoo by Jen from Visual Orgasm.

The Wing Tattoo on my back is a symbol of my fight for freedom.. Wanting and trying to break free even if it's hard.. That's why it's a 1 wing tattoo.

This time round, I'm really to let go even more and I think it's about time that I want to settle my heart on letting go of people that left/leaving me,as well as venture further and continue living life pursue, not giving up hope..

So here goes..
The feather has a symbolic meaning. The feather is light and flighty in nature and hence, symbolizes freedom and enlightenment. It is also a simile for love, happiness and dreams.
The word freedom on my feet also represents who I am. 自由脚步 (freedom)(footprints) is used describe a free traveller.

想要的幸福

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y34aUJZdSXA&sns=em


杨丞琳-想幸福的人歌词

心里的乌云 眼角的秘密
来不及燃烧的感觉 被留言给吹熄
转身回到孤寂
生活的丛林 坚强的游戏
在白天掏空了勇气 在黑夜顺不平
不懂错在哪里
我不过是一个很想幸福的人
为什么遇不到会生根的缘分
学着戒掉悲观 负我的都不恨
让心灵完整 美丽动人 还是一个人
生活的丛林 坚强的游戏
在白天掏空了勇气 在黑夜顺不平
不懂错在哪里
寂寞的当一个很想幸福的人
等待着一颗心接受我的坦诚
懂得爱甜蜜中有苦涩的成分
会和我争论 爱却不磨损
没有不信任
我想相信当一个很幸福的人
也必须是能够让人幸福的人
我不怕去付出 也肯承担责任
满满的诚恳 温柔的迷人
谁是那个人 能让我沸腾
想幸福的人

A gift from the heart with thoughts of wishing u joy

I'll hand you a flower, just simply because my heart wants to..
No conditions. No complications.
Smell it and be reminded of the beauty that life has to offer.. Let it bring a glimpse of hope and smile to you...