Sunrise to Sunset

Where does my heart beat now?

Inspired and formed from the songs that are closest to my heart

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Bossanova, Jazz, spells of

Love, Passion and Sweet serenade.

But where does my heart beat now?

Is the heart aching? Yearning? Or simply dead?

Left breathless, helpless and hopeless.

Smiling like the sun but hiding under the moon.

Do you hear the heartbeat? Or are you simply listening to what sounds sweet tunes uttered to your ears?

When tears are not worth shedding but can’t stop shielding.

When liquor is used as a long term application to mask the wound, it no longer numbs.

Listless when awake, but when its time to sleep, being awake continues on the listlessness.

“Nothing’s gonna change my love for you”, is it a legacy or just a history?

The moon river that watches me, does it comforts me or amplifies the stillness?

Forever love. Is this term coupled with a promise?

Is it worth to hold on? Is it worth letting go?

Ocean deep.. Only Heaven Knows..

Dust in the wind

Dust..
Letting it go, in the wind...
Dust..
a grey area...
Dust...
My sincere thought pass through it..
Dust...
The very word which you uttered in our conversation...
Dust...
Comes strong and goes strong like a sneeze..
Dust..
You blurred my vision..
Dust...
U are not meant to be kept..
Dust..
I gotta sweep you away from my thoughts...

sneak peak at the works of a sudden inspired writer

I had a sudden urge of being a writer (for leisure) and came up with a short story..
Here's part of it...
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introduction:
They were engulfed in passion and love. With eyes that sparked with chemistry and desire but yet filled with jealously and pain

Love, so strong, yet so dangerous like playing with fire.

This is the sort of love that Jane and Travis had for each other. Passionate love. Uncontrollable love.


chapter title: The Argument
She called. They spoke. He started questioning her with distrust that arose from jealousy. She rebutted. He retorted in disbelief. She wept in condemnation that had no justification. Screams were heard through the phone, amplified in the room, and echoed through the apartments. He continued attacking with a debate as an armor to cover over the open wound in his heart. Such strong defense was put up that no amount of answers could be used as a seal to the wound. They carried on with a fight that could never be won and that leads to a casualty on both sides. Tears were drawn. Hurt was inflicted. Until the battle ceased with exhaustion that had drained the last words from their mouths.

I finally had the chance and time to sit down infront of my com, sip on some liqueur and listen to class 95fm love songs to chill.
maybe I've been avoiding such moments as to evade being engrossed in the atmosphere and having thoughts and gloom creep on me.
I've been having sleepless nights. Insomnia co-inhabits with me, My head has been in whirls.
tonight is yet another episode of such. The only blessing that could even come out from this unwelcoming state is, not having to think of work for the next 2 days and not having to wake up early.
Tonight, I have all my rights to suffer from insomnia.

from yesterday night to tonight, silence has sealed the chatterbox.
I do not feel like talking. I felt like being alone for the moment.
Humans are so filled with deep incomprehensible thoughts; some of which does not even make sense.
I guess I'm human. I admit I'm normal and worse off, I belong to the female gender who thinks beyond the outer space.
I felt important, special. yet misplaced and shortchanged at times. Maybe it is the inconsistency of the different placings that makes it harder to accept or for me to adapt in time.
I dunno what to say. So I chose to be silent today.
I hope this is pass soon..